We all know that Life can throw us curve balls that knock us off track sometimes…
Sometimes those curve balls catch us of guard and we just have to laugh our asses off at the irony and say:
“Are you serious right now?!”…
And sometimes those curve balls knock the wind out of us and force us to crouch over with our hand up in the air saying:
“Ummm…Time out…Just give me a minute to catch my breath!”…
And then there are those other moments….
Oh, those other moments…
When those curve balls just come whaling at us…
Leaving us utterly speechless because there are no words to accompany such potentially shattering experiences…
And so we slowly make our way to the ground as the pregnant tears well up in our eyes…
Hoping the earth itself can somehow support such heaviness…
And we curl into that instinctual fetal position…
And listen to the buzz of the universal’s electro magnetic OM sound…
And hope that something comes along soon as the answer to rectify these really really crappy circumstances…
But wait?…
What if these crappy circumstances are the answer?…
What if within the complexity of these complex obstacles live the simplest of answers?…
What if all you are going through is the spark for something special?…
What if all you are going through is the food for your creative hunger?…
What if all you are going through is what inspires you to create something of profound substance?…
What if all you are going through is the fire you need to make the change you wish to see and experience?…
On a microcosmic level…
And yes…
Even on a macrocosmic level…
And then even on a bigger scale still…
What if all you are going through is guiding you towards your soul’s purpose?
What else would it be there for?
Really think about that?…
What is it all for?…
Just as punishment?…
Are you so bad, that Life just wants to treat you poorly and make you suffer?….
Are you really that bad?…
Is Life really that evil?…
I don’t think so…
I really really don’t think so…
We can leave that dark theory to someone else…
It is our experiences that feed us as artists…
We bring Light to all that darkness…
And it is all that darkness that forces us to the Light…
Artistcially speaking…
And yeah…
Spiritually speaking as well…
And the truth of the matter is that the more high stake our experiences are, the more we are usually inspired by them…
A banal everyday experience does not drive us to want to create…
It is what we have been through that is that driving creative force…
Everyday we have an opportunity to take those experiences and use them towards fulfilling our best artistic creative Life…
And as artists, we get to use those experiences towards fulfilling our creative dreams…
Only you truly have the power to realize every one of your own dreams…
You have to allow all you have been through to be the spark that keeps you creating…
We all come from and are made up of that magnificent creative Source…
Even at your “worst”, your creative energies are the exact medicine that actually will always keep you going….
It is your strength…
It is what allows for you to persevere…
And let’s be honest…
Don’t worry about everyone else’s take on things…
Your inner experience need not be understood by the others…
Let that go…
We cannot possibly expect the others to viscerally understand an experience that has never been tasted…
You may struggle hearing the most uninformed (I’m trying to be PC using the word ‘uninformed’) of things in response to your experience…
But you have to put it all into perspective…
It’s like asking a small child to solve an equation without ever taking a math class…
That child would look at you like your nuts and probably cover it with some crayola crayons…
Hmmm…
Still creative though…
That’s my kinda kid!…
Everything can only be understood by one’s accumulated Life knowledge up to that point in time…
But the experience is for you to grow, solve, expand, evolve, and share…
Yes, even at your “worst”…
Especially at your “worst”…
Keep going!
Suffer through if you must…
But never let adversity see you share a drop of fearful sweat…
Wipe your brow…
Take a breath…
Look at it in ‘its’ face…
Smile like a professional…
And say:
“Game on biatch!”
And then fight, wrestle, kick and scream with that ‘it’ if you must…
But never stop using that fire to continue creating…
Do it FOR YOU…
The power is in your hands…
In your mind…
And in your heart…
If you use what Life has given you, Life will have your back!
Now go make your creative mark!
